HOW I LOST MY VIRGINITY IN REGRET

HOW I LOST MY VIRGINITY IN REGRET
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The complete story...
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It happened when I was schooling; my girls pushed me to have a boy-friend …which I did!
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I never wanted to have sex before marriage, but my girls said…a relationship without sex can never last long…so I gave in.
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Now guess what happened next!
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After having sex with my boy-friend for several times…my boy-friend wrote me a text saying…its over between us…in my mind I was like, it’s a joke…anyway am gonna ask him personally.
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HERE IS THE SUMMARY OF THE QUARREL WE HAD:
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Me: Baby what’s the meaning of that text ya wrote me last night?
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Him: Who is your baby? What are you doing here? Are you deaf? The text I wrote to you last night was simple for your cock head to understand. Alright! Let me straight up things here! The boy girl-friend shit between us! Is dead and gone! It’s over ok!!!
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Me: hell no baby! It can’t be and it will never be!
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Him: in your dreams, I’ve had enough of your body, I’m fed up seeing the same body…I need something new and attractive, not a loose pussy.
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Me: really? You can’t do this to me…are you crazy? After breaking ma virginity, then you wanna dump me and leave me in the dark. And call me loose 😭.
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Him: yo yo yo yoo! What’s special about your virginity? Nothing! Listen, you are already in the dark deep shit girl…you think you can drown me in your pool of tears? You lie girl!…you can’t control my life, you ain’t my mother girl!
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Me: I grabbed him and said…you’re going no where
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Him: what’s wrong with you? Get ya hands off me
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Me: (Crying! Crying! Crying) he pushed me away …Baby you said you love me and you gonna marry me
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Him: me! Making you ma wife? No baby! I need five years just for playing! I’m not ready to be a husband… Spare me yo!
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It was word after word, scrap, after scrap.
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He walked out of me…living me crying….he broke my heart and I was let down…I felt so ashamed of ma self! I felt drained; puzzled …I regret the day I gave in!
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Questions started flowing in my head like…why? Why? Why? I shouldn’t have listened to my girls…I was stupid ooh ma GOD.
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At the moment I’m a new creation, I’m born again…I’ve forgiven him including my girls…mark the following words sex can never make your man stay but love can! So be careful who you go out with, and make it clear where you stand…don’t believe in sex before marriage. Virgin power, virgin pride…
Put God first and is gonna bless ya...
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